we have all been consumed with dad so much the last month and half, now what do we do? I feel such a void in my life and heart is broken, I know we go on and it is life but it doesn't make the pain any easier or the loneliness. I think the only one that worked today was Sean. The rest of us, at least I, am in that I don't care about work mode and there are alot more important things in life.
Mom is okay - she cleaned today, had us all come and get our flowers that were sent to us by our friends/coworkers. She said all of those flowers in there were depressing her even more. She did go swimming today with Jen and Amy and the kids.I didn't go because Logan and I are sick. The last two months have caught up with my body and it has broken down - so no swimming for us today.
Just can't still fathom it, I don't know if I ever will -
I love you dad!
** A dear friend had sent me this song about a month ago - it is hard to listen too but is a beautiful song.....THANK YOU!
If you click on the video under Don't Worry Now to the left - it will play the video with the words
Much love to all
WOW! Now that's music.
ReplyDeleteThe classics that is...
Uncle Dave
I know that you feel all alone right now but as the song says "Don't worry now, it's going to be ok". And remember that you are not alone, your father will always be with you, always.
ReplyDeleteI just got home from the Lord's Pantry and today so many people shared in the abundance of your family's kindness. We were able to feed a lot of the folks more than the usual hot dog and a few cookies.
ReplyDeleteThey really appreciated the treat of potato salad, slaw, and cake. When asked if I made it I was tempted to say yes but thought Bill might get me. Thank you again for your generosity.
Aunt Toni