Saturday, July 18, 2009

What a beautiful day today is - I feel like today for some reason dad has been talking to me this morning and telling me that he is okay - that everything is fine and he is at such a beautiful place and he is happy. Just an overwhelming feeling this morning that he is okay.

It was a week ago today that we celebrated his life officially. But I'd like to continue to celebrate his life every day, every minute of the day. He was such a big part of my life and the kids lives that I will not let them forget him and I will teach them everyday what a great grandpa he was.

I talk to him every night - I'd like to think that he hears me. I just tell him about the day and how I am feeling and how much I miss him. I tell him about how mom is doing and anything else that I might know what is going on. If I talk to him like he is there and not really going, maybe I can get through this a little bit better.....

Today would be a day he would of gone golfing - it is such a beautiful day - it's hard to believe this is July weather - but it is a perfect day to hit some golf balls :)

Enjoy the day!

Love and miss you dad!

Much love to all,

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