Today

it was kind of surreal waking up this morning and not having dad here. so use to it.. I still can't believe he is gone - and it will take a long time for me to even believe it.

we paid a tribute to dad last night by opening a beer and putting it by his kitchen chair along with his remote - none of us can take that beer and throw it away. it feels like he is just on vacation or at work and not actually gone. today we meet with the funeral home to make the arrangements - it's going to be a tough day.

i still can't believe it....