So tired....

didn't sleep at all last night. It was a long night. Not sure why - just a lot of thoughts in my head I suppose. But I am tired. Today is suppose to be the last hot day - I hope so. It is funny. We are getting this fall weather and it will be nice and cool up here and then when we head to vacation it will be hot. I am going into the weather I like the least.

We watched some home movies this weekend. Brayden wanted to show Logan where we were going and it is funny just even how a year makes a big difference. Brayden just looks like such a little man right now and Logan is so big - and I have noticed he is tall all of a sudden.

It makes you sad when you realize your babies are growing up - maybe it is time for another one :)......

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Even when the pain is great, the goodness in your life is greater. Feel that goodness, wrap your awareness around it, and act on it.
You have always known what joy feels like, and you can always allow that joy to flow out through your life. Each joy lives again, even more intensely, every time it is recalled.
Gently let go of the beliefs that you need this thing or that situation. Your spirit is always free to soar without limit, no matter what.
And when it does, when you allow the joy, when you celebrate the goodness, you bring real value to all that is around you. Instead of pretending that your troubles are an excuse to back down, see that they're actually an opportunity to enrich your life.
Every beauty exists solely because you see it as such. Choose to see the beauty woven through all that is. The love in your life is greater than anything that might seem to bring you down. Allow that love to carry you forward no matter what. Ralph Martson

Miss and love you dad.

Much love to all!