Anxiety

I am not one to have anxiety attacks. I am normally a calm person. But on our flight down to Disney I had the worst anxiety attack ever. I hate to fly anyway - just something about it. But as we are sitting there getting ready to take off, I had Logan on one side of me and Brayden on the other side and I couldn't get the thought out of my head that if this plane crashes my whole family is wiped out. I started praying to God, hyperventilating, crying and trying to stay calm so Brayden wouldn't get worried. That child can be so sweet sometimes. He could tell I was upset and Steve just told him mommy didn't like to fly. So Brayden grabbed my hand and said "Mommy just squeeze my hand if you are scared, I am right here with you" - :(...... More tears came - What a sweet boy!

Once we were in the air I was able to calm down - but it was an attack I have never had. Just the thought of losing the boys just crushed me I guess. It was nerve wracking!

Not use to this weather. I know I was only gone a week but I am still dressing like I am in Florida. Not that I am complaining because I was ready for the hot weather to go away - but it seems like we never have the in between weather very long. We either go for extreme hot to extreme cold, never just the nice beautiful days to enjoy - not that many anyway.

Brayden told me last night that there is only 3 months until Christmas - Can you believe that? Where in the heck has the time gone - it goes by so fast, way too fast. Yikes!

I hope everyone has a great day today - hug your loved ones and be thankful to our ever loving God!

Miss and love you dad!

Much love to all,