Give up

If you cling to your life, you will lose it; but if you give up your life for me, you will find it. (Matthew 10:39)


When you are at your last straw and the whole world is on your shoulders: mentally, emotionally, financially, physically, instead of fighting to fix it or repair it on your own, hand your life, your whole life over to God. He knows the plan that he has for you, so just allow his love and the Holy Spirit to come into your heart and overcome you with peace. Listen to God for he will lead you to your path.
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Both my boys are sick :( and it is tearing me up. Brayden has the flu and Logan has a cold with a slight fever. It started Monday night and it is that dilemma of me wanting to take care of them versus having to go to work.  It is my job to take care of them, I shouldn't have to have someone else do it; It's days like these that I wish I was able to be a full time mommy and not having to worry about working or finances -I envy those women who are able to do that, not that I don't want to work just not 40hours a week. Ugh! the guilt......

So excited, today finally I get to play volleyball with the girls; it has been two weeks since our last game, they were all cancelled because of the snow and the schools being closed. I look forward to my Wednesday nights - especially if we go out afterwards - it is always fun with them - and who doesn't need a little time with their girlfriends now and then.


Miss and love you dad,


Much love to all!