The other night I was in the kitchen cooking dinner and I heard him say from another room "For Crying Out Loud" - I said what is wrong he said my toy fell apart - seriously. I sit here and think he is a little baby and then he says things like that and I realize he is growing up way too fast and it also makes you realize to watch what you say :)
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Kind of a rough night last night in that I didn't sleep at all. Driving home from volleyball dad's last days popped into my head and when they do it takes me a long time to get them out of my head. Not sure what triggered it - they just did. Especially the last four days - ugh! Working on remembering the good times and not that bad image in my head - I guess it never truly goes away.
I hope everyone is having a good week - it is almost over - hang in there you can do it.
Miss and love you dad so much.
Much love to all,
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