Australia - Ready or not

Well, today is the day - today is my first international flight, it is my first time away from the boys, all three of them, it is the first time in about 20 years I have gone anywhere by myself - am I ready - nervous and excited and scared and sad all rolled up into one.

Brayden started crying last night and was holding on tight when I was saying good night, Logan hasn't left my side all morning long - which I love. It is going to be hard to say good bye - I know this is a once in a lifetime opportunity but it also makes me sad to be experiencing it by myself.

Thank goodness for technology though so we will be able to face time and skype and call each other all of the time. Steve, poor Steve... it is a busy week of sports, I hope he survives LOL

Please say a special prayer for my Uncle Mike - he is in the hospital as they found a tumor on his spine which was causing him not able to walk. He had surgery on Sunday where they took some of the tumor just enough to hopefully help him walk and get around a bit. Prayers, prayers, prayers....

Cancer - sucks!

I hope everyone is doing well, life is getting away from me again as I haven't been on here a while - just been a crazy couple of weeks/months. I am sure this week I will be journaling a lot as I have nothing else to do while flying 15+hours :) I am jumping off to spend the last few hours with the boys, I hope everyone has a great week - and I pray that Uncle Mike is feeling better soon. I love you

Miss and love you dad ~ so much.

Much love and happiness to all,