3:00am

oh 3:00am - how I am starting to despise you. It seems like you are the magic hour that I wake up every night, no matter what time I go to bed. Whether it is to go to the restroom or whether it is just because you hate me so. I get up move out of my bed because by this time Logan is in there as well as Steve and I don't want to wake them with my tossing and turning of trying to get back to sleep after you wake me so rudely.

I will finally fall asleep about an hour later for a whole hour because 5:00am comes early in our house :)......

I have been thinking about Dad a lot lately, maybe because of the holidays, maybe because yesterday was mom and dad's wedding anniversary, maybe I am just missing him more than normal, maybe he is trying to talk to me but I know this isn't the reason that 3:00 am every night for at least the past month or so I have been waking up and no I am not pregnant!

I guess this is why they invented caffeine LOL

I hope everyone is doing well and survived Thanksgiving. It was weird this year only staying at mom's and not going to Steve's families. We normally have to hit both houses which is fun and exhausting at the same time, but Steve's mom had to work and she will probably have to work Christmas too - Boo.... but we will celebrate another day. Steve and I laugh because this would have solved our problem for the past 20 years of whose house we go to first, who we eating dinner with etc...

It is hard to believe Christmas is even here - just seems like yesterday we were celebrating 4th of July and now it is time for the cold and snow but it is also my favorite time of the year. I love the decorations, the baking of cookies, the christmas tree with way too many ornaments, the lights outside, the warmth and friendliness that you feel from people well most people!

It is a great time of the year, but let's also remember the reason we are celebrating it :)

Happy Wednesday!

Miss and love you dad ~ so much.

Much love and happiness to all