Mommy Guilt

oh the mommy guilt. We all have it - rather we are working moms we wish we could be with our kids more, or if we are stay at home moms, we sometimes wish we could have that adult companionship and be appreciated. The guilt hit me hard this morning. As I was leaving for work, Logan was up and he was crying and he said "But mommy why do you have to go to work, don't you want to play with me"

Dagger - right in the heart!

I wish I was able to be a stay at home mom, at least until Logan is in school and then find a part-time job just to occupy my time or volunteer - a lot. Don't get me wrong, I love my job and they are great and very flexible, but I hate having to rely on others to raise my kids. Mom and Steve's Mom are our angels that are helping raise our children and I feel so guilty about that. Not that they aren't doing a good job but I am sure they think, been there, done that :) I want to be there to be able to volunteer more at school, to be with them in the summer, be there when they get off the bus, I want to be able to be there for them.

Major case of the mommy guilts today!!!!!!!

And what the heck happened to the weather - seriously. We go from building an ark to living in a steam bath - playing ball last night and it was so HOT - which made the beverages go down even better LOL. I saw this morning that this weekend it is only suppose to be 68ish and then next week the evenings are going back down to 48degrees. We tried to wait it out and not turn the air on, but our upstairs was so hot last night, that I couldn't help it. I can not sleep when I am hot - it is just miserable. I guess we will be turning that thing off in a couple of days - jeesh.

I hope everyone is having a great week so far - it is Thursday and as Cindy says it is Thirsty Thursday :)

Happy Thursday - stay cool and keep a smiling :)

Miss and love you dad ~ so much.

Much love to all,