Release - by Tears

I take pride in that I can handle alot as a person and believe me just like everyone else I have had my share of trials to go through especially with dad. think we are all built that way in a way - we are strong when we really need to be. In fact, we are probaly a lot stronger than you we give ourselves credit for. BUT sometimes, it feels so good to cry. I don't know if it is just the building up of life and stress, of what tomorrow is going to bring, of the past, of missing dad, but sometimes it is all too much yet it doesn't seem too much until that one little thing just sets you off.

I had one of those days yesterday. I didn't feel stressed, it was just a normal day, but someone had asked me to do something and I just had to bite my lip from crying - I know crazy - not sure why. Maybe because I haven't cried in a long time and I just needed to "Release". As stupid as it was, it just felt so good to be able to release that. Of course I didn't "release" those tears until I got home. But once I had my five minutes of crying, I was good to go and continued on with my night. Kind of weird huh, I hope others' do this too and I am not just the crazy one :)

Well, Jen and I are going to do it. We signed up for Zumba classes - Woo Hoo. I have always wanted to take this class and never could find one to fit my schedule but where Olivia takes dance they are going to start offering classes and I am so excited to go. It will be a great way to exercise and meet new people. If anyone is interested let me know and I can get the information for you. It doesn't start for another week or two, but it should be a fun class. If you don't know what it is, here a clip of what Zumba is:

Miss and love you dad ~ so much.

Much love to all,