It was tough :(

it was a tough morning this morning. I made pancakes for the boys (their favorite) and I got Logan up and I told him let's get ready for school, all morning he kept saying no mommy I don't want to go to school, I want to stay home - making me cry even before I left the house. Luckily I was able to get him dressed and get him excited about going to school - we talked about it in the car a little bit - I turned around to look at him and he had his sad puppy dog eyes and I asked him what was wrong - I wanna go home mommy.... Broke my heart.

He was good once we got there and he went in to his classroom but once he realized I was leaving he started to cling - no crying just clinging. I told him they were getting ready to go outside and play and he said okay - and I snuck out. I have called three times already - they are thinking I am one of those moms :)... She said he has been quiet and unsure about all of this all day, was sad for a while but she held him and talked to him and then he did eat a little bit of lunch and he is sleeping now. I forgot how hard it was to let go - been crying all day.

Days like this I would give up everything to be able to be with my kids at home - tough day......

Just a reminder that there is a memorial mass tonight for dad and Uncle Wally at 7:00 at Holy Cross for those who can attend.

Miss and love you dad,

Much love to all!